Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Sorry I'm not arround...


I haven't been arround lately because I don't feel well. The pain in the hip has return and over that I'm going through one of my depression state. ALready taking max doses of antidepresant, pain killers and other medicines and it's not fun.
Have lost all the energy. I even pass the days just staring at the shuttles and books but no inspiration or desire to work in anything.
Last visit to my rheumatologist he told me that he suspect of avascular necrosis of the hip, due to the Lupus and DVT's (Deep Vein Thrombophebitis) and years of steriods treatments (and over doses) for the asthma and lupus. So now what? Hip replacement? Goosh! I hope not. I had a MRI yesterday and the results will be ready tomorrow and then visit again the doctor Monday. The next 3 weeks are already full of doctors appointments. *sigh* Just when I was thinking things were going to be better.
But no, I can denie that things have revert. Also I'm loosing again most of my hair, specially the back of my head and a little of the butterfly rash appears everytime I go outside (even with sunscreen). The heat is driving me crazy, even if is less hot than in Egypt. Above all this problems having my husband away and also with depression (the death iof his dad was to hard on him) and having also money problem is not helping.
I have some exchanges pending and an order of two from my shop also pending. Please give me another week to see if I can get out of this. I'm feeling even numb. There are no words to describe this...

7 comments:

LadyShuttleMaker aka MadMadPotter said...

My thoughts are with you Wally! My husband is away too and I know how lonely that can be.
Hugs to you!
~Sherry

TattingChic said...

I am sorry to hear that you are so sick. That sounds VERY painful. You'll be in my prayers.

***Jon**** said...

Oh Allah, I pray for your blessings onto this woman who is in much need of Your love. Give her the strength and the patience to face all the trials that You have placed in front of her. I ask this of You because she is very dear to me.

Ameen

TatForFun said...

Hang in there Wally...
Wish you all the best with your Lupus and all.

Sally Kerson said...

Sorry to hear that you are so down, its very difficult to lift oneself out of depression. I have a friend who has lupus so know a little of what you are going through. When you are ready pick up a shuttle and tat us something, Looking forward to you next blog.

Fox said...

Hi Wally, I have a friend who also has lupus, so I have a little knowledge of what you might be going through..... Hang in there. I hope things will improve soon. I am sending you my best wishes. Fox

MJ said...

Hope you can get well the soonest time.

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